Saturday, April 6, 2019

Just get in the box!

Cat fight during coitus


Its real but i’ll not say.
Oh quid pro quo, fuck you right back!


Feeling fabulous!


Snap


I’m quite fancy and silently think:
Spunk Bucket,
During 


Fancy fancy...
‘‘Would you like to be inside of me?"
How could i refuse?


Now that, sister, is a lady!


Acquiescence?


Acquiescence is the word-touch-to-touch you


How else to bring stars to the bow?
To swill is to spunk bucket is acquiescence and acquiescence has the luminosity of silver sequins transfigured to tongue.


Is to is is to sWill.

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After notes on above text:
Not unlike recording a dream, i receive similar joy from automatic drawing/painting/writing. It feels like i am feeding from my centre, that is creating some sort of circularity between myself and whatever immateria co-operates. Here I present a ‘capture’ of a potential automatic method in its nascency. When practising attention to personal monologues noted was that often enough the ‘i’ splits and i feel I shrink or regress in order to be in dialogue with whatever else.
So much so that this small placid voice seems not at all to be my person; a process of acquiescence that seems a necessary pre-exquisite to these explorations. It begins
between two. And along the way regularly employed, in order to channel and be
receptive to the conversational is an oscillation between the strategic coyness of a child and the knowing voice of an elder. Maybe a hide and seek. Always trusted. But also this splitting can employ on certain occasions a sexed flirtation between the invisible two. When dancing alone who is it we dance for?
Izzy being in heat and presenting the lordosis position in all its defiance becomes sign, or tying point, for this re-direction of my attempts to free-associate. So locutions through lordosis? Meow!
Spectral are those moments where I am aware of myself as the space that houses such conversation. the crescendo seems to manifest in a single voice with all the ferocity of an impulse. As if ‘all of a sudden’, ‘out of the blue’. Force becoming conscious of itself as force? and just the confidence to speak.

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